[[ A New Friend ]]

Ok, so not all of y'all know the situation that happened recently with my friend Josh (my former crush). Well, frankly...it is something I am not going to go into because enough people know about it. I've let the situation go & I'm respecting the way my parents (mom & stepdad) feel about the whole thing. They just care for me...that's all. But I will let y'all know that...NO he did not ask me out, we did NOT go on a date, makeout, or anything. It was silly situation really that I don't agree with my parents on & neither does my dad. But oh well, neither Josh nor I are mad about it. We are just continuing to be really great friends. That is all there is to it. I've told him that I truely believe God has put him into my life for a reason & maybe it's to be a comforting friend. Because, seriously he's been a REALLY amazing friend to me and we've had some great talks. I've also learned several things from him & that's probably because he's 28...so he's been around the block a time or two more than I have. Which also brings me to the point that, I think I am finally over my crush on him. I mean, some of the feelings are still there. But they are pretty much gone. I figured out that he was just too old for me at this point in my life & NO it did not take this whole "situation" to make me realize that. But, that's what reinforced it. So, oh well...he's an awesome friend to me. I could not ask for better one right now.

Well, so that's not the "new friend" that the title of my blog entails that I am going to be talking about. I don't know if there is such a thing as moving on "too quickly" after getting over a crush on someone. Because...well...I think I maybe be fond of another certain someone. This time he is way more near my age. We've been talking on IM almost everyday about almost anything you can think of. He's so sweet, cute, funny, VERY outgoing, and a few other things. He says I'm shy when we talk in person but I'm telling him that I'm trying to get more outgoing. We've joked to each other saying, "You know you want me." and stuff and his responses have been very flirty. Ha ha...like he may have an interest back. So, we'll see. We are actually both at this point trying to get our focus & lives back on track with God before we try anything so, we'll see what happens when it comes to that point. For now, we are trying to get to know each other as best as possible. I am not completely sure if I do have a crush on him yet...we'll see if it develops. Also, YES Lorrie, I will tell you who it is. ha ha.

Talk to you soon.

God Bless,

Christine