[[ A Little More Freedom ]]

A little more each day I am feeling like my parents are giving more & more freedom to live my life than they used to. Before I even started dating Josh they were so protective over me & I felt like I could do ANYTHING and I was always afraid of making a mistake. But lately...since Josh I have been dating for 1 month now (and it's been awesome I must say)...there are some things that they know and it feels like they are letting me be a little more free to do what I would like that I could before.

I'm praising God for this because this make makes a little bit easier both on Josh & I because Josh was always oh so careful with me concerning my parents becaue he did not want to disrespect them & to get me into any trouble. But it's getting better and better each day & I am so very thankful. I feel like alot of the things that I have gone through to get to this point was totally worth it.

Yes...you did hear me right...Josh and I have been dating for 1 month this past Monday. I cannot believe it. Time has flown by so fast. I can tell you for sure that I have enjoyed every single minute of it. Yes...there are times where I have been worried about things and wondered how in the world he dealt with me but...I guess that's just the way girls are sometimes...emotional....very emotional. So...he always knows the right things to say & he definately knows how to show that he has true feelings for me & that he cares for me. It is then that I realize that he's in this realtionship for as long as the Lord wills...wherever it may lead. I'm excited to see what that is.

Well, that's about it. I'll update ya more soon.

God Bless,

Christine

[[ Wierd Moods ]]

Ok so I have been in some wierd moods lately. I'm telling you what. I don't know what the world is wrong with me.

Earlier this week I'm up late talking to Josh because something seems to be bothering me...when I finally tell him...it ends up being something I don't need to worry about...and ugh just a few other things not concerning Josh that happened that put me in the wierdest of moods. A few times I've cried and absolutely no clue why...was frustrated and did not know what I was frustrated about which made me ever more frustrated...ugh. I don't know...I know one part of it is I'm just a regular emotional girl...and I think there may be something else that plays a part too. But...hopefully I'll have that straight and my emotions will be back to normal again. Or...is that ever possible with females?? lol.

Anyways...that's really all i had to say. I wanted to let those thoughts out. Hope ya'll are having a great weekend.

God Bless,

Christine